|Our Non-Emotional Lil Jackers|
I had my first big breakdown tonight realizing I had left everything of my past behind. I was waiting, anticipating that the tears would come sooner than they did. But I guess tonight is the night, I have full realization that there is no turning back. I have made decisions that thus far I am happy with, just learning to accept them.
One thing I am not learning to accept are the HUGE insects that reside here in North Carolina. It is funny after living in Phoenix for four and a half years I never encountered a rattle snake (thank you know who) or even a scorpion, not to mention very few cockroaches, but it has been less than five hours in the deep South and I have already transported rooms because of what I think is a hornets nest upstairs. Once I got down stairs I cleaned up several grasshoppers, although I just had to literally pause from typing that sentence to get up, out of bed to slam dance something with six legs. Wow this just keeps getting better, the price you pay for living in the smoky mountains. I read a frightening statistic that the average human eats like 14 bugs a year inadvertently. I am no Andrew Zimmern and I am not okay with that!
|My Going Away Present to my Rent-A-Car Career|
And I will, although right now all I can say is I am unemployed and living with my parents...and some really big bugs.